GROWTH- SPIRITUAL & PHYSICAL
So, my growth in the last couple months has been alot of me going within & wondering who the fuck am I? Working on my Self Esteem & Self worth
I have days where I struggle with Loving myself. I know deep down I love myself so much but I still have days where I wake up feeling like shit thinking "Wow I look like a fat piece of shit"
First Part of healing is admitting. Meditation is weight lifting for the MIND. Stopping these THOUGHTS asap & STOP HAMMER TIME
Like Just Me teaching myself as soon as this Minor thought comes to dismiss immediatley and be like "Okay, Cherish YOU'RE sooooo fucken Beautiful & I want to marry & be with you forever and wake up to you each and everyday and make love to you and take you on trips all over the world like Im your zadddy & I just flew you out to Miami RICK ROSS BOSS on that BUllshit"
So, I have learned to talk to myself kinder and in this manner. I have trained myself to as soon as I wake up the HUGE GAME CHANGING affirmation that I SAY ASAP upon MOrning activation WAKE UP Cherish LOVE BEAR MODE is:
"WOW CREATOR GOD THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER PRAYED FOR AND WANTED IN LIFE!!! WOW DAMNNN YOU HAVE REALLY OVER DONE ON THIS CHILD OF YOURSSS PHEWY HOT DIGGITTY DAMNNN IM THE MOST BLESSTTTESTTT"
That is the affirmation I am not lying I say that upon opening up my eyes. Even tho I just came straight from a visit on astreal realm and I still have the feelings of divine love upon my aura field and soul I still wake up HELLAAA HAPPPPY & say that thankful affirmation upon opening up my EYES where ever in the world Where ever the fuck I am I THANK
THis bitch is thankful. PERRRIOODDTTT always upon opening my eyes
This is honestly a game changer. This affirmation in the car listening to my Dr. Dre CHronic 2000 C.D on my way to work. Jk Its not a CD per say its YOUTUBE music but still you know what I mean I say it continuously in my car on my drive to work.
I say it throughout the DAY. GAME CHANGER SIS . GAME MFFFF CHANGGGERRRR!!!!