I got my ass Beat as a Teenager. I know How it is to get Dragged, Beaten,Humiliated & my clothes torn off til I'm naked thrown outside in the middle of a fkn Busy city. I know how it is to have an abuser smash ur windows open trying to get to you. I know how it is to use make up to cover both black eyes. I know how it is to lie and hide things from ur Family because "you love him" I know how it is to be told "you're just another Native woman u will be stuck on the rez with 5 kids on welfare" "no man will look at you twice besides me" . I know how it is to make Excuses for him like he was sexually abused as a kid or his dad neglected him he grew up rough. Trust me I know.
Thing is Abuse is Abuse. The abuser has a Choice to heal & stop the cycle of Abuse. Instead they choose to be weak. Because that's what they are is weak. Too weak to Discipline there Mental, spiritual & Soul to Stop patterns of Abuse.
It is not your fault what Happened to you as a kid, but it is your RESPONSIBILITY to HEAL it
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