PAINFUL HARD FML TIMES!!- How to Heal

These times do come! There are days when we will wake up and be like, "Why the fuck do I have to wake up??

I wish I can just stay asleep or never wake up.... or the other thought 'I hope when I fall asleep I

don't wake up".

These times are do happen and every person walking this earth has

experienced these type of deep sad, hurt feelings and it is going to make you hard to deal to want

to deal with life at times. It is mother f#cken hard. This life on planet earth is f%cken hard to

deal with alot of the time!!

And that is okay, it is normal... you would be really fucken weird if you never

experienced dark, depressing times like this. We came here for emotional f^ck my life

times otherwise we would have stayed up in paradise aka heaven aka happy hunting grounds

and never bothered coming back to this earth. We would have stayed up there in heaven

high off the unconditional hot sauce 24/7/365. It is a natural high money cannot buy

and really that euphoric bliss is indescribable so I am not going to even try describe it

so fuck you, just imagine though it is you and THe Rock alone on a private Island

and have to reproduce the planet Earth again. Or, my men it is your and your fave

lady put on an Island and she has to ride your face into the sunset everyday. ...

Paradise/Heaven feels better than that.

Just know its our real home and this planet earth is a study abroad course-like. Kind of like a small

semester away from our home town where we just go study

abroad for a short period of time to Fiji or Hawaii learn some shit than we

finish that course and go back to our home town.

So, look at this earth school like that this earth life is a small drop in the bucket of

eternity.

We come here for a short while flex around for the gram than go back to heave our perma home lol just kiddding

about the gram.. we come here for a short while aka our short human life time and than we go back

to our eternal home: heaven. So, in knowing that I pray you don't take the hard times

too too serious because don't take life too too serious like fck we don't make it out alive and

this aint even our real home, its a projection of our

life chart we planned out with Creator God and our guides before

coming here.

Ask them for extra help also when going through these painful

time's of not leaving bed and staying in bed for days on end going through

your deep dark thoughts and dark dark emotions.

This is the normal part of healing and normal step in healing and normal

emotions that need to be felt and suicide thoughts will come. And this is normal too.

This society is fucked where it has stigmatized people thinking

sad, suicide thoughts without shoving 47 pills down your throat

and saying here take these pills because you feel depressed af. Do not

take pills unless you really legitimately have a bio-chemical imbalance

in your brain. You will know because crazy people never question if they are crazy

because it is there norm.

Remember big pharma is a money making business.

Just take your time going through the dark energies

and let them pass and be patient with yourself thru these times. Utilize

those mental health days at work and shut your phone off

and tell people you need space. Make healthy

boundaries at this time while you heal. You need you more than anything at these times.

Because baby it will be okay I promise you you will make it through

this! The

sun is always shining even when it rains.

This world is not

supposed to be all sunshine and rainbows we are suppose to experience Polarity.

Polarity the dark as well as the light. Both should be respected

and honored when they come.

We are suppose to experience the dark FML days the dark energetic emotions as well as the

'Happy omg I can't believe I have this happy amazing life!' times.

Give yourself a fighting chance on those dark times though and please

DO NOT DRINK ALCOHOL!!!!!!

What ever you do on those days do not drink alcohol that is worst than taking

pills etc. Because alcohol is meant to make you depressed!!! Its a mf depressant ffs.

So, what ever you do on those fml days try be present with those hard heavy

energies that you are feeling in your body and auric field and let them pass naturally!!!

HEAL & FEEL TO HEAL WHATS REAL!!

YOU are going to feel sad and extra stagnant and heavy on those dark times this is meant to

happen. Feeling slow and heavy and not happy are heavy feelings that are meant

to be felt as the healing emmenses.

It is just the old raggedy ass dark energies washing through and out. Dark Stagnant

energies needing release from your body !! And in order to do this they pass through your

body in this manner.

That is why it is so important to ask what is this hard time teaching me

besides my evolution and heightening of frequency?

Remember when old stagnant energy leaves your body it makes room

for new healed higher vibing ENERGY TO reside.

So, don't fall back on why is this happening to me?

ASK WHAT AM IS SUPPOSED TO LEARN HERE??

WHAT IS THE MF LESSSSSSON??

IS IT SELF RESPECT IS IT faith is it PATIENCE?

Is it going through trials and tribulations with grace

and faith in my 10 thousand ancestors that walk

with me?

IS IT NOT BEING A SHADY MF,

BUT PLAYING BY THE RULES EVEN WHEN NO ONE IS WATCHING???

Most dark times hard times are our

greatest blessings because they are

our Strengthening times.