PAINFUL HARD FML TIMES!!- How to Heal
These times do come! There are days when we will wake up and be like, "Why the fuck do I have to wake up??
I wish I can just stay asleep or never wake up.... or the other thought 'I hope when I fall asleep I
don't wake up".
These times are do happen and every person walking this earth has
experienced these type of deep sad, hurt feelings and it is going to make you hard to deal to want
to deal with life at times. It is mother f#cken hard. This life on planet earth is f%cken hard to
deal with alot of the time!!
And that is okay, it is normal... you would be really fucken weird if you never
experienced dark, depressing times like this. We came here for emotional f^ck my life
times otherwise we would have stayed up in paradise aka heaven aka happy hunting grounds
and never bothered coming back to this earth. We would have stayed up there in heaven
high off the unconditional hot sauce 24/7/365. It is a natural high money cannot buy
and really that euphoric bliss is indescribable so I am not going to even try describe it
so fuck you, just imagine though it is you and THe Rock alone on a private Island
and have to reproduce the planet Earth again. Or, my men it is your and your fave
lady put on an Island and she has to ride your face into the sunset everyday. ...
Paradise/Heaven feels better than that.
Just know its our real home and this planet earth is a study abroad course-like. Kind of like a small
semester away from our home town where we just go study
abroad for a short period of time to Fiji or Hawaii learn some shit than we
finish that course and go back to our home town.
So, look at this earth school like that this earth life is a small drop in the bucket of
eternity.
We come here for a short while flex around for the gram than go back to heave our perma home lol just kiddding
about the gram.. we come here for a short while aka our short human life time and than we go back
to our eternal home: heaven. So, in knowing that I pray you don't take the hard times
too too serious because don't take life too too serious like fck we don't make it out alive and
this aint even our real home, its a projection of our
life chart we planned out with Creator God and our guides before
coming here.
Ask them for extra help also when going through these painful
time's of not leaving bed and staying in bed for days on end going through
your deep dark thoughts and dark dark emotions.
This is the normal part of healing and normal step in healing and normal
emotions that need to be felt and suicide thoughts will come. And this is normal too.
This society is fucked where it has stigmatized people thinking
sad, suicide thoughts without shoving 47 pills down your throat
and saying here take these pills because you feel depressed af. Do not
take pills unless you really legitimately have a bio-chemical imbalance
in your brain. You will know because crazy people never question if they are crazy
because it is there norm.
Remember big pharma is a money making business.
Just take your time going through the dark energies
and let them pass and be patient with yourself thru these times. Utilize
those mental health days at work and shut your phone off
and tell people you need space. Make healthy
boundaries at this time while you heal. You need you more than anything at these times.
Because baby it will be okay I promise you you will make it through
this! The
sun is always shining even when it rains.
