You ain't a Victim. Sometimes we get stuck in Months even Years thinking "Why did God Make me feel alone 24/7"
Well Ho, I'm here to tell You get off ur mf ass you're doing it to Yourself. That is one of the hugest realities they do not tell you in life. Is one of the main tasks in this life you need to perfect is self happiness. And I know that sounds cliche as fuck but take it from a pro who had to go through death of both of my parents a, death of my child a miscarriage that broke me, the end of a long term love commitment, a whole fuck ton of several federal criminal charges, child-hood violence & growing up around addiction since birth.
Take it from me. The best challenge you can take on in this life and that should be the first is putting sparkle in your heart.
Putting magic into your heart. Putting your magical sparkles and glitter back into your life and aura and pure laughter into your own self. This is your job starting from right now today after you read this start feeling full and affirming, "I am happy and whole" "Today will be the best day of my life and I will make today the best day of my life"
Your happiness Each adn every day NEEDS TO BE YOU!!! If it helps put up a big ass poster of who you want to be in the future. A vision board of a huge ass you smiling happy asf on a beach or around fam. What ever. This is a form of magic. Residual magic and it works. I got my dream body this way. I would fuck myself If I could. I would marry myself if I legally could. I'm a sexy fine ass bitch and I recognize this and it took work and years and years of re-programming, changing habits, changing thoughts and discipline. Reportamming and changing thoughts. iS KEY.
You need to start pouring that two of cups of pure love into your own heart!!! You need to pour that frothy gorgeous asf bubbly sparkley cup of love into YOU!!!!!
Start disciplning your habits to feeling full and happy as is YOU at the forefront and prioritizing what lights your heart up fr fr. NOt what makes people love you or what makes external people validate you but what makes you love you what makes you laugh til you pee what makes you giggle and talk to yourself about funny shit and how much of ain improvement in life you have come.
Imagine a person who have made themselves happy ?! Those people are always sexy asf because they give off strength and pure-ness of wholeness "They could do BAD ALL BY THEMSELVES"
NOt needing anything attracts everything that is why the most fullest , happiest people have the most people in there DM's. Not needing anythihng attracts everything. When you fill your own cup up first in life give ethat two of cups to yourself first and foremost watch your life shift !!!
You will have so much ass thrown at you it aint even funny. . It will just be normal and a way of life.
